Adventures in Makeup

I think I am done using powder. No matter which one I try my face looks disgusting. Foundation ftw! Fuck you, Bare Minerals.

I have to go very minimal on the makeup it seems, or I look I am made of sand.

Bonded by Ice Cream

Thanks to Ben and Jerry's, I have met an awesome girl on the interwebz. She is in a similar situation as me, and has a few shared experiences with regards to our transitions. It always feels amazing to meet other people in this situation, but I feel like we've really bonded and I'm super excited! Yay!

Back on top!

Seriously. Best. Friends. Ever.

You are all amazing. Thank you for all your love and support. I can't even describe how much you all mean to me. I feel so needy and everybody has been there for me throughout my mood swings. Going through puberty a second time certainly wears on you.

Thank you all!

Doubting myself again

I am starting to feel conflicted again. I am entering a middle ground between male and female now. My boobs are starting to become somewhat noticeable. Sometimes I just don't feel feminine at all. Sometimes I don't feel masculine at all. I feel...like an alien or something. I just want to feel normal again :(

Fore!

It feels like I have golf balls growing underneath my nipples. Are boobs actually just giant cysts?

Consultation with Dr. Steve Brule

A touching moment

Yesterday I went to get my bloodwork done which I guess tests kidney and liver function.  No results yet, but my doctor said something along the lines of "Welcome to womanhood" and used "we"(implying I was part of it) quite a bit.   That is something so small, but something that felt so wonderful.  It really made my day.  I went in "boy mode", but boy mode is starting to feel awkward, especially when I go to these medical appointments.  Once I get some new womens shoes that fit properly, its going to be all-on femme when I go in there.

I also spent the rest of the day fully dressed as a chick.  I didn't leave the house, but it felt awesome!

Bronies and Lips

There is an alarming amount of creepy sexual My Little Pony stuff on the internet.

Rainbow Dash does not approve.


Also, my upper lip has filled out a little bit.  That's some random shit.  Yay hormones!

Hit me, Hit me, Hit me with those laser beams!

I have returned from my first laser hair removal session!  It went swimmingly.  They rub goo all over your face and then zap the shit out of you.  It didn't really hurt except on my upper lip, and it doesn't hurt that much.  Its like having a rubber band snapped against your face.  It took about 30 mins for my mustache/beard region.  I can tell they didn't get all the hairs as I can feel my stubble starting to come in.  That's ok, I have at least 8 more sessions and they are already paid for.  The woman that did the procedure was very nice, and pretty hot, so that helped.  There was no redness/swelling like I had expected.  Very pleasant!

Also...my skin looks pretty damn radiant right now.  :)